I go....

Today is the second to last day in the United States. It is a sombering thought but, also, an exciting one, too. The contradiction is noted. I am learning more about this little program I am apart of now. It seems that it is bigger than anything I had ever thought of doing or thought to be apart of. I know that is vague but at this moment I feel like I am on the cusp of something really incredible. Going to Japan is incredible. What if I like it so much that I want to stay? That would be crazy. But, what if that is where I will finally fit in? Again, crazy. They have no hope in their culture. 100 high school/junior high students die every day from suicide. That is crazy. They need Jesus. They need Hope. They need Light. I do not go to Japan for myself alone. I go to Japan because someone else needs to learn of Jesus and I am the one who has been appointed to tell them. I go because I have been sent. I go because anything less is disobedience and death.